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Depression. I’ve never been to a doctor for mental health, but I’m willing to bet big money that if I could get myself to go I’d be diagnosed with depression. That’s a pretty bummer way to start a blog post, but I just want to get it out there and out of the way. It’s not the point of this.

The point is I’m going on hiatus again. Indefinitely.

I just don’t want to do anything. Reading hasn’t been fun for me lately and blogging has its moments, but it hasn’t been as fun as it can be. I miss feeling the urge to read and talk about books and everything, but I’ve tried and failed so many times to rekindle my love and it just hasn’t worked.

This isn’t me quitting my blog, but I have no idea when I’ll be back. I do have a few review books that I feel obligated to follow through with, but other then that I have nothing planned for the blog. If I get the urge then cool, but, you know… don’t count on it.

I’ll most likely be around Twitter still because who else am I going to talk to about random things at all hours of the day and night? Aside from myself, that is. Haha.

I hope you guys understand.
xoxo

Stacking the Shelves (37)

Stacking the Shelves (hosted by Tynga’s Reviews) is a weekly meme in which bloggers share the books they buy, borrow, and receive.

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Borrowed:

Miles from Nowhere by Nami Mun
Revenge of the Girl with the Great Personality by Elizabeth Eulberg
The Color of Earth by Kim Dong Hwa

For Review:

Nick and Tesla’s Secret Agent Gadget Battle by Bob Pflugfelder and Steve Hockensmith

Won:

Ask Again Later by Liz Czukas (thanks to Fiction Freak!) – This one is actually a super cool annotated ARC. :D
Unremembered by Jessica Brody (thanks to Alice Marvels)
Unforgotten by Jessica Brody (thanks to Alice Marvels)


I think I’ve hit the “pit of despair” part of Camp NaNoWriMo. I have no idea what’s happening in my story. There’s no plot! Etc etc. Wah! :(

The weather is getting hotter in California. My sister and I walked to the library the other day and we were totally sweating by the time we got there. Keep these two things in mind: 1. I live just a couple blocks from the library. 2. IT WAS 9:30 IN THE MORNING AND WE WERE SWEATING. Agh!

I want to learn another language. What do you guys think? Are there any languages you particularly like or what? I wanted to learn Japanese but I think I need to do that with a buddy because learning Kana is sooo boring and I always quit. I should learn Spanish because I live in California and it’d be very useful, but meh. Been there, tried that, not interested right now. I kind of want to learn Korean. I don’t know! What do you think? Are you guys learning any languages?

Waiting on Wednesday (30): Born of Deception

Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly event hosted by Breaking the Spine that spotlights upcoming releases that we’re eagerly anticipating.

Born of Deception Teri Brown

Born of Deception (Born of Illusion #2)
by Teri Brown
Publication Date: June 10, 2014

Budding illusionist Anna Van Housen is on top of the world: after scoring a spot on a prestigious European vaudeville tour, she has moved to London to chase her dream and to join an underground society for people like her with psychic abilities. Along with her handsome beau, Cole Archer, Anna is prepared to take the city by storm.

But when Anna arrives in London, she finds the group in turmoil. Sensitives are disappearing and, without a suspect, the group’s members are turning on one another. Could the kidnapper be someone within the society itself—or has the nefarious Dr. Boyle followed them to London?

As Cole and Anna begin to unravel the case and secrets about the society are revealed, they find themselves at odds, their plans for romance in London having vanished. Her life in danger and her relationship fizzling, can Anna find a way to track down the killer before he makes her his next victim—or will she have to pay the ultimate price for her powers?

Set in Jazz-Age London, this alluring sequel to Born of Illusion comes alive with sparkling romance, deadly intrigue, and daring magic.

I really super liked Born of Illusion, so I can’t wait until this book is published. I know it’s on Edelweiss right now, but I want to read a finished copy. Oh, the wait sucks! But there’s going to be a novella in May! Yay!

March 2014 Wrap-Up

So this post is kinda late because I was super busy over the weekend. Like, gone all day and crashing right after I get home busy. Anyway, this month was actually kind of active for me as far as blogging goes. clapclapclap But I hardly read at all. :cry:
(P.S. All the photos are clickable.)

Reviews Posted:

waking up married mira lyn kelly Nick and Tesla's High Voltage Danger Lab Science Bob Pflugfelder Steve Hockensmith Don't Even Think About It Sarah Mylnowski Under the Never Sky Veronica Rossi nick and tesla's robot army rampage science bob pflugfelder steve hockensmith

Waking Up Married by Mira Lyn Kelly
Nick and Tesla’s High Voltage Danger Lab by Bob Pflugfelder and Steve Hockensmith
Don’t Even Think About It by Sarah Mlynowski
Under the Never Sky by Veronica Rossi
Nick and Tesla’s Robot Army Rampage by Bob Pflugfelder and Steve Hockensmith

Other Things Worth Noting:
Life of a Blogger – Camping
2014 Reading Slump Blues
Spring 2014 Bloggiesta
Writing in Books


Books Read:

Don’t Even Think About It by Sarah Mlynowski
Boys Over Flowers Vol. 13 by Yoko Kamio
Through the Ever Night by Veronica Rossi
Weetzie Bat by Francesca Lia Block


Books That Went Back:

(Sent back to the library unread, mostly because I didn’t have the time.)

The Paradox of Vertical Flight by Emil Ostrovski
Roomies by Sara Zarr and Tara Altebrando
Cress by Marissa Meyer


Personal Things:

Wow! I kind of don’t know what to write about. Or maybe I’m just too lazy. That could be it. It’s almost 2AM when I’m writing this. Camp NaNoWriMo started a few days ago and I find I write better at night, hence my being up so late. Hopefully this month goes well! *crosses fingers*

In other news, my brother is getting married this month. It’s weird. Earlier in the month my brother and his fiancee went on a mini-vacation with some friends and I stayed at their place to babysit/housesit/petsit. While I was there I ended up watching A LOT of Disney Channel. FUN FACT: When I was a kid I used to looove Disney Channel. I mean, I was obsessed. I don’t have cable now, but if I did I would definitely still watch DC. This is proven true by the fact that I could have had anything on on the TV and I chose DC. Some things never change.

I was going to whine about the new cat in our house, but if you follow me on Twitter you probably already know. She peed on my bed. Let’s just be frank. And my sister’s bed… twice. And the floor. And my clothes. And everything else in the house. We’re all pretty much frustrated with the situation. My cousin is the one who gave us the cat saying she was “feral”. I mean, she had Luna for almost a year, so I don’t know. I have thoughts… but it’s best not to say anything if it’s not nice. grumble grumble


April TBR Book:

I’ve decided I’m going to use a Goodreads TBR and Random.org to choose one book to read every month.

March’s book was:
#236: The Mockingbirds by Daisy Whitney — …you know what I’m going to say. Oops.

April’s book will be:
#128: When I Was the Greatest by Jason Reynolds

Life of a Blogger (2): Handwriting

Life of a Blogger is a weekly meme hosted at Novel Heartbeat. It lets me be conceited without seeming conceited. (Kidding! Kinda.)

This week’s topic: Handwriting

I’ve been pretty excited to do this topic. I love it when I can write things with a pen and paper. This writing sample is a little misleading. My writing varies so much. It depends on what pen I’m using, what paper, how I’m feeling, how much space I have… everything. One day it might look completely different from the day before. Also, I was trying to be as normal with my writing as I could, but I was still aware that it was for the internet to read, so… yeah.

loab handwriting

Oh, I forgot. So apparently I write weird. I have a hard time NOT dragging my hand while I write, so my words are usually a bit smeared/copied across the page because the side of my hand is always touching. I can’t help it. Also, a friend of mine once told me I kind of hover and circle my pen over the page right before I write. It’s not something I usually notice, but I definitely have caught myself doing it before. I don’t know! Haha.

Waiting on Wednesday (29): Breakfast Served Anytime

Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly event hosted by Breaking the Spine that spotlights upcoming releases that we’re eagerly anticipating.

breakfast served anytime sarah combs

Breakfast Served Anytime
by Sarah Combs
Publication Date: April 8, 2014

A coming-of-age debut evokes the bittersweet joys and pangs of finding independence in one unforgettable summer away at “geek camp.”

When Gloria sets out to spend the summer before her senior year at a camp for gifted and talented students, she doesn’t know quite what to expect. Fresh from the heartache of losing her grandmother and missing her best friend, Gloria resolves to make the best of her new circumstances. But some things are proving to be more challenging than she expected. Like the series of mysterious clues left by a certain Professor X before he even shows up to teach his class, Secrets of the Written Word. Or the very sweet, but very conservative, roommate whose coal-industry family champions mountaintop removal. Not to mention the obnoxious Mason, who dresses like the Mad Hatter and immediately gets on Gloria’s nerves — but somehow won’t escape her thoughts. Beautifully told by debut author Sarah Combs, this honest and touching story of growing up is imbued with the serene atmosphere of Kentucky’s natural landscape.

I don’t even know what to write here because honestly, I’m not sure what draws me to this book so much. It just sounds RIGHT down my alley and I’m super excited. And I also really like the cover.